Living in his vision

The continua-ting ramble of the magnificent color red

2010-06-15T23:21:00.000-07:00

Why do i like red?

it's the color of Korea (: [world cup baby! :D]
it goes well with black and white
it's so bold and out-standing
it's juicy looking
it's a passionate (?) color

Some facts on red:

The red stripes on the United States Flag stand for courage

Seeing the color red can make your heart beat faster. (a color of looove X)

Red means "Beautiful" in Russian (you're so RED!!)

Crazzzy

2010-05-26T21:22:00.000-07:00

IGCSE exams = Scary....

Our class (year 11) had a crazy week, or rather a crazy month.
ONE MORE ONE MORE EXAM left!

One more. to. go...
Then.... FREEEEEEDOM! Oh, yes... freedom....
Just the thought of it makes me smile.

Something else made me smile today...
It made me gasp at it's beauty.
Oh, it's so very beautiful....

I want to kiss it! Haha

I loove red. <3

Dear You guys

2010-03-04T20:27:00.000-08:00

Oh my Goshiness :P

I haven't wrote for like a year now. The past posts were about exams that are coming SOON yet again!.... needless to say, lots of things have happened for the past .. eh, year?!
Yes, but I shall be posting again. And I'll try and be un-neglectful towards my 0h-so-pretty blog
:D

Ok.
I've been at camp. And I wrote a whole... LOT of stuff about it.
It was a letter to my friends in another country. I'll just post that on my blog, cuz I cannot write another whole three-hour story about my camp :D

Yes, camp is over and the serious IGCSE's are coming up. They're different from the fake year-1o Exams. Lol
Anyway. Here it is!

***

Ok.

*deep breath*

my camp.

Was... pretty darn cool. :)

First day, I woke up at 5:00. I don't know why, but my brother was up and ready (we were at the same camp because it's a year 10-13 camp... because year 10's & 11's have to do a geography coursework together... so much for fun-ness eh?) and yeah. I had an hour so I just packed the stuff (like waterbottle and shoes) I hadn't pack the night before and went for a jog. It was quite scary cuz it's still quite dark at 5AM. Anyway, quick jogging ended, and I went to school with my perty headphones (that my dad brought from korea-he went to Korea for 3 weeks) and so I arrived to school with my big red bag and my small pink handbag (both kipling, and matching.. hehe) And I had to sadly part with my MP3 & my lovely headphones :( -I did miss them dearly during camp-

Yeah, and we hung out for a while at the school watching the other little kids cramming into other buses, as others started arriving. :D

Anyway.. blah blah, skip skip. We went on the bus... nothing interesting there. No sleeping, just aimless chatter and talking for 4 hours. (toilet stops-but none of the girls stopped and used it)

***

And we like arrived at like a close area to there (like a river/sea place) and the boys threw rocks at the water skipping rocks, girls took pictures. And then we went to the cambodian resturant to have fried noodles. (we had like 3 meals of fried noodles -i'm telling ya-) and then mucked around the disgusting pool thingy with the 2000 statue on it. (seriously there were DUNG floating around the water- but the 2000 thingy was cool so we took pictures around it)

and then went in the bus. BUT I found that I had lost hara's (one of my bro's korean-girl classmates) hat! So I ran (with her) all the way back to that place.... and Aggghh the motodop guys were saying that someone took it away. That thief!!! >:(

But we had to go. So I went on the bus... and arrived to this place where we waited for the teachers to get the boat tickets (to go to rabbit Island-where we did our coursework) There we had to carry 4 heavy water bottles because apparently there weren't like good water supplies in the Island. So blah, I had to stuff those HUGE water bottles into my bag and drag it across the rocky/sandy road (well it wasn't that long, but still.. it was heavy.. and I was annoyed) The bag kept tilting towards the waterbottle-heavy side. And I kept kicking it to make it steady again. But it would tip every like four steps I took, so you can see... under the blazing sunlight, I started kicking harder.. lol.

But everything went fine afterwards. The boat trip was just boring. We had to divide into teams to get into the small boat. It was like 8 per boat or something. I don't remember who exactly was in it.... ( wesely, anika, jessie, hannah, larrissa(?), dong, christi...-I think) There was no storm. Just the still sea. No water soaking us (as Mr. Graham had warned) It was hot also. Wesely & Anika actually fell asleep on the boat. Boys... Lolz

Then we arrived. It was so confusing at first. We just waited and waited... hiding in the shade-hut thingy with our bags by the bay until the teachers came back with our room keys. Then they came. And we were told that we were to sleep with people we didn't really get to interact with at school and stuff.. and you can imagine us thinking ... 'uh-oh'... and like seriously... all the room-mates were like so... wierd.

I felt sorry for lots of people.. I could imagine them like being awkward and all. So I was waiting for my name to be called. But I wasn't really worried. I liked all the girls and I thought I could be fine with all of them. :P The korean girls and the western girls! I'm so cool eh? hahaha. Anyway... I was watching all the people depart with their worried faces... Everyone was looking at each other nervously.. hehe.. then I was with Christi!!! we were both so happy...:D

We like ran and hugged each other screaming and yelling. :D haha... girls :P

But the house was so ... ugh! I mean compared to the boys houses it was fine. Because we actually had a toilet. (though it was a squatty thing with a bucket-khmere style yeah!- with no lights) and the beds were small. There wasn't enough room for our baggage. But it was managable. I mean. It's cambodia. It could've been worse.

After unpacking and stuff, we changed into our swimwear (for me.. it was swimwear+clothes above because I was wearing a bikini lolz)... but before we could dive into the sea (..the sea isn't as nice as shianokville.. but still a beach is a beach!) we had to have this mini-meeting with our geography coursework groups to work out the next day's coursework stuff. Blah blah, boring meeting over (though it was very important :D)

And we went SWIMMING!

It was so fun. There was this boat that was like Abandoned -a fishing boat I think.. it had like orange paint on it.. and stuff-. and everyone (who was swimming) went on. IT was frikin hard to get on though! There weren't steps or anything. You had to use your sheer upper body strength. (or in my case.. ask the help of some strong boys :P) to get on. The bottom of the boat had these freaky coral stuff on it so people got cut by it and stuff.... but we still got on it anyway. It was cool. People like pushed each other off, and like dived in etc. (But I didn't cuz I was too scared I couldn't get back on again...lol) Until we had dinner. It was fun.. :D

The sunset was beautiful too. I mean. Cambodian sunsets are just.... you know what I mean. XD. It was by the sea. And that made it like extra dramatic/beautiful.

I don't exactly remember what dinner thingy we had. But I remember having a cool can of coke :D. We had an awful lot of coke that week... hehe

And after that, we had like a prayer/worship meeting with the whole group (year 10-13) and stuff. Mr Eric gave us this sheet... it was like a thinking/chapter thing we had to do every day. And we got these pretty binders (I got red! I LOVE red now!) and yeah. We prayed. I don't remember much that day. We had to sleep early though 9:30! Can you believe that??!

I remember ending up sleeping with Nina because she brought her phone (illegallly... mwahahaha) and I wanted to see the sunrise the next day. And I needed an alarm... which SHE HAD :D. So I slept with her. Besides, Jessie (Elliott) was sharing our room anyway -but this got these girls into trouble later on!! :(, but it was all like a misunderstanding- , so I just moved to sleep with Nina. We talked about like who she liked and stuff. And then we thought we heard voices, .. oh before that... We noticed that Jessie's and Christi's room light went off early (we know this because we were like RIGHT NEXT DOOR with only like a thin wooden wall separating us) And we like were almost so sure that they went outside to talk with people at NIGHT.. (dundundun)...talking... with GUYS! but the guy's voice was like slow and like dreaary. It was a mix of Wesely+Tristan (a new tristan in our school)+ Nathan's voice... which confused us... 0..o

But we kept saying Oh my gosh, I can't believe those girls! They're gonna get in SOO much trouble if the get caught.

But the next day we found out it was some french people (UGH-I mean, french people.. what can we expect... lolz)

I didn't sleep well that night. I was sharing a small enough bed for ONE person with another person. (though nina is quite small)... and gosh, was IT hot! -0-.

I felt sticky all night. Oh, and I DID take a shower... in case you're like ew.. Sera.... but this had little effect to my comfort. :(.. and I did sleep poorly that night.

NExt day! (phew finally.. WOW, this is LONG!)

I woke up to the alarm, and went out. IT was still dark. And I don't know. The dark makes me feel all wierd. Like I'm in a dream or something. So, i stood by the bay watching the sea. And the STUPID FREAKIN dogs (they're not like cute, fluffy, big-eyed dogs.. but SKANKY, fat-pig, smelly, stupid, annoying dogs) kept following me :(

I hated them. And they were in a pac, following me. One of them started growling and like being all wierd, walking in two legs... (like crawling) so I got freaked, and like screamed at them yelling "shoooo! GO GO gO!" and ran to my cabin, nervously eyeing them... :(

Those stupid dogs even come to the balcony of our cabin. I Hate those dogs.

Soon after the dogs like started getting bored... (but still staring at me.. >:( ) I saw some boys that groggily approached the bay.. so I took courage and went with them

Then I walked along the beach.. and some of the boys started running across the bay (like jogging..-gosh, boys always have ENERGY) and Yeah, I went do this harbour thing. And it was cool... I was like sitting watching the sky turn pink (the clouds) and the fish swimming under the harbour thing. IT was like ZEN :D Me-peaceful-time-with-nature-and-God (I think)

Then we had breakfast. FRIED noodles. I felt a bit sick... because it was sort of greasy. I mean fried noodles for breakfast is a BIT MUCH. I was worried for like my day. Because we had Geography stuff for like 6 hours.

The geography part was reallly boring. Just trekking around the island with our groups measuring, taking pictures of rocks, sands and trees. (oh what fun!... not) and like doing a tape measure of the ground and all. We got like tired after the FIRST site we stopped to take measures at. WE had to do 10 of them! Every1 was like tired. But the spit was sort of cool. We went in there. IT was like really shallow for like LONG! and it was like walking int water! But the ground was all freaky (crunchy/muddy at the same time) and me & nina kept screaming (cuz we went together inside) because we thought we like stepped on shells/living freaky sea animals.

At the spit, we met the other half group who did the other half of the data collection in the Island. They were all frustrated, and like some of them had arguments and things weren't going well.... :(

So I was really thankful for our group + the other group that went with us

(our group -group 2-: Me, Joshua, Isaac, Nina, Dong)

After the 10 sites, we walked the other half part of the Island. It was like a silent walk. Rocks rocks, purple, red, pale, green.. ROCKS. trees, bushes, twigs, leaves.... NATURE! -_- IT was so HOT! and we were all thinking 'are we there yet?'... but eventually we DID arrive.

Me and nina got a cool orange drink. And OH MY... it was SO good! So sweet and tangy! If we had had it in another day, I would've been like. EW this is tacky and cheap tasting. But it was SOOO good when we had it after the dreadful walk....We like lied down on one of those bed/benches by the bay, and like wished that someone would carry the bench/bed thing up till where our rooms were (because we were at the other corner of the bay... our area was at the middle area of the bay) But we still went... (after more grumbling and resting...) and had another swim!

Ahh it was SO GOOD. More jumping off boats, struggling to get on, boys pushing you off, painful dives.... etc etc. Haha, and we had chicken fights in the water. I just watched... the kids were VISCIOUS. :P haha. (Especially Jessie) after all that entertainment, we had dinner (with another can of coke) and had a bit of hang out time (20 mins probably) and had our prayer-group-meeting thing. This time we had to divide into groups (Me, Wesely, Zoey, Chakk, Joshua) IT was sort of weird that meeting, cuz like I let Wesely (after whinings) lean on my shoulder... (Though I eventually slapped him away... haha, he's so funny :P) and yeah.. whatever... that wasn't the important part. We had deep conversations, but our time was limited... We had to gather back into the big circle.. We eventually ended our prayer meeting.

And more hang out time. :D

We talked in little cliques.

There was the Korean group

The card playing group

The wandering group

And Other...

I was the wandering part. I like wandered from one group to another... hehe. :D

Anyway, hang out time over. Good-nitey time.

I told Crusty and Jessie a scary story that made them scream.. haha it was funny.

I told this to Anika and Nathan too that dinner and they were freaked too.. hahaha they're so funnny :D.

But then Wesely told this FREAK story I don't even want to mention

because it was inappropriate, and just WRONG. and not in the least SCARY. Ugh, he can be such a freak sometimes.

ANYWAY
We slept more tolerably that night. :D

And The next morning.. ahh wait

NEXT day (again, finally)

This morning I figured there was no point in getting up early, so I tried to get up at a later time. We had breakfast, and then we had this group activity.

We were with our prayer groups (as I mentioned before) and yeah, it was this activity where we had these little plastic dwarfs (from snow white) dolls, and we had to build a house and a bout for them. Out of NATURAL equiptment we found.

Wesely wasn't much help. Just sitting there. (that lazy BUM!) But Chakk was REALLY overly enthusiastic. I was sort of just watching them do it. Hehe, I mean smart Josh and Chakk did everything! Hehe.. But it ended up pretty (the house) well I'll post a picture :D (It'll be on the top of the post though) Hehe :D

After that activity, we packed and like chilled (for a while) -Some swam... Wesely, Christi... and some others- But I just lay down by the shade ^^

Then we went on the boats. MY bag was really heavy. But no one helped me, and I was just waiting there looking at the boats in the sea, looking for someone to help me (I know, I'm so PATEHTIC.. and annoying :[) but Mr. Willsmore eventually helped and I was safe. :D

And more boat riding.

Hot-ness.

But the waves were a bit more high that time. THe boat was actually quite rickety. But no drowning.... too bad... (haha joking)... Anyway. We arrived to Vanna or something. AND BOY, was it GOOD! Air conditioning, proper TOILETS, NICE bedS!

...

but for the boys, it wasn't as fortunate. Most of them didn't have air conditioning.

But, whatever.. hehe BOYS. THe view was awesome as well! there was a swing :D

I don't remember much afterwards. I think we played a card game called President or whatever. It was quite fun :D Then we had like worship at night ^^

YEah, blah blah

NEXT DAY

PANCAKEs for breakfast! Yessss :D

hehe, yeah... and then... We went out on 2 buses... We were told to bring a flashlight, but I lost mine at the Island... so I just went with my bag... which ended up being a BAD idea.

But anyway. On our trip there. (It was pretty far) We were singing (me and the girls)

all the part songs. (The good old "lean on me", "All night All day + Swing low", etcetc) and it was pretty fun... And then we arived to the cave.

I thought it'd be like the cave in Halong Bay, where they had nice paved pathways with pretty pink lights to light the way. But heck no. This was different! WE had to like climb onto rocks, sqeeze through holes, slide down the cliff, and OH gosh, people could have Died there. IT was dark, and you needed flashlights AND hands to climb. See how bad the situation was? But thankfully, some girls weren't going, so they stayed and took care of my bag! There weren't safety stuff. And boy, I got my trousers dirty. There were like 2 courses. For both of them I was pretty late (left behind) and every1 went ahead of me.

And the second one I was quite fine, I even caught up with one of the gangs, but you know I'm claustrophobic right? Well There was this part where you had to SQUEEZE through this hole. And Yeah, I wasn't going to risk it. And besides, one guy said he couldn't squeeze through it cuz of his size, so we (me, him, his friends, and teachers) went back.

IT was fun, and thrilling :D

On the way back, we stopped by another khmere restaurant and had a ridiculously large plate of fried rice (with.. again... a coke). I only finished 1/3 of it. :P Luka and Nathan finished like the whole thing. Monstersss.. :P

Anyway, we talked about like how songs when the frequency and volume altered, there are evil meanings in them and stuff, and then did some arm wrestling. Haha..

It was fun when Wesely and Mr Rety did it together. Seriously... it took so long :D

Okk Skip Skip..

This is taking WAY long.

We had another card game.

Then at night

we did this thing where we sat in year groups and did the thing (remember) when you write your name and everyone writes a nice thing about you! :D

Well I always LOVE those. :D

And Yeah, It was nice. Then there was the talking bit, and some people cried. :)

IT was all so LOVey Lovey dovey :D

Skip Skip

Wow

Do you know what time it is?

It's 1:38AM

It's SO late.
I tried my best.

The trip back.. There wasn't anything important :P

I am writing!!

2009-10-03T09:41:00.000-07:00

Okok, I'm not going to go over the whole "I'm so sorry I couldn't be bothered" dialogue, and state my excuses in why I didn't write for a long time.

I wrote many many drafts.

And I AM going to publish this one.

I don't care if it seems boring or has no point whatsoever in reading. It's just writing. AND it's my blog, and I want FUN! I don't want to be caught up by what other people will think when I'm writing this stuff!

...

Yeah, I'll just be me.

I can just ramble on about how late it is at the moment, and how I so dearly crave coffee, and how my brother is playing on his PS2 this late at night, and how I miss my friends overseas right now, and how I just feel so tired that my eyes are like literally closing. =_=

Ok. Now I really don't know what I'm writing about.

But I'm still going to post it because

I feel like I need to.

I have abandoned my blog for too long.

and I can't bear it anymore

I need to write SOMETHING.

So, I apologize if I sound crazy, drunk or half asleep (which I am-I mean the half asleep part)

Oh, and I should be going to bed around about now

It's like 12. -0- *yawn*

I'm so. tired.

yawn

goodnight blog. goodnight me.

goodnight readers.

goodnight internet!

HALu! People... Here comes the nice pics!

2009-07-08T04:05:00.000-07:00

At the airport. XP..

Look at my brother's face

Us being pulled by sehyun. Haha, well.. I pulled most of the way... but later.. my brther took over. Well.. I'm glad.. because.. I wouldn't have liked get caught in a picture with me pulling a face like my brother now.... :D

ME and my sister trying to touch a weenie weeenie monkey! <3 href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_c_5k2EYKDD8/SlSIQlI9iAI/AAAAAAAAAUM/DC-QZe3Eeys/s1600-h/DSC00936.JPG">
Cute birds Pecking at my brother.. Haha, aren't they all cute! HEHE

This was how HIGH, the canopy walk was.... Oops! Don't look down!

Haha, My brother and dad were So scared!!

Me showing off on the canopy thingy!! XP

My brother posing as I told him to :D

Going up the KotaKinabalu Mountain with my brobro

Family pic! in front of KK moutain

Hello,

The holidays are here. And.. well... acutally... it is quite past since the holidays started..

But.. I was away in Truely-Asia-Land... having magnificaunt time with my familiee!

It was awesome!
Snorkeling was fabbbyulous! It was like.. WOW! IT was like.. doing... i mean.. watching the geography channel real life..! I mean.. real experience! XP

It was So cool! and awesome @ Kotakinabaluu Mountain (though I din't go all the way to the top)

and shopping.. and.. watching.. ACTUAL movies in the CINEMA (bigscreen) with caramel POPCORN and big slushy cups of frozy coke!

wow.

(there aren't any proper english-speaking cinema's in PP yet.... unfortunately.. There are only groesome.. yucky, not-scary... and funny looking khmere horror movies.. that come with squeaky voices.. :P

But yeah. It was fantastico

I posted the pics above!! :D

(but.. I was only able to post SOME because... the internet was WAY SLOW!)

Well, that's it for now!

byeee

Serasera

The Heat has Gone, I'm happy

2009-05-27T01:11:00.000-07:00

Finaaaally.
THe dreadful exams are over.
I apologise for like.. ABANDONING my blog.. *nod quietly*
But exam-takers around the world would understand me.

ANyway.
Today was a very hot day. :/
ICT exam was dreadful. I know i got an horrible grade on it.
Because I missed like 3 questions on it!!
Gosh, I'm so stupid. Missing the eight point, or six point qts!

Stupidstupid me.

Anyway. I do not wish to discuss or somehow ramble on about.. Exams!

I'm happy now. After the HOT extremely sticky, boring geography exam...
It started raining! Its one of those.. happy fresh rains that are like.. 10minutes long.
THe thick Thick Drizzles made me SO happy!

The skies were celebrating for us!
Haha, or God was!
:D
:D
:D

Yay!
The hotness is all away now. It fleww away with the raindrops!
My shirt is sorta-semi see through at the moment, I am smiling as I write this..~
Yaha.

Anyway. SOrry if I'm boring you or whatever.
I'm just happily announcing that I can finaaally write again on my beloved(?) blog!
:D
:D
:D

Well, wish you all a happpy day!
XX
Sera

Exams coming up

2009-04-28T08:29:00.000-07:00

The title is scary isn't it?

Well.. it's scarier for me.

The older you get, the more workload you have.

Scary, but it's the truth! :(

unfortunately.

Well, I'll have to catch up with you guys later.

I'm sorry. Will be busy for atleast a month or so. Time is too precious for me to waste.

But it doesn't mean i love you guys anymore less. When i have the time, i'll run back to this blog and start posting like crazy. Haha

Bye for now. XX

Hmm, me thinking.

2009-03-22T21:58:00.000-07:00

Ah, i've been reading my lovely blog again.

I seem to be... led into posting pretty pictures and nice little things.

Which I... undeniably LOVE. <3

But it can seem,... uh.. how do you put it.. brainless.. not a "what a thought!" post.

I mean. The pretty posts can be entertaining. and.. Pretty *sigh*

But, it's just... NOT brainy enough! haha, any ideas? Comments please. Should I keep posting like this?

With all my loves and kisses

Introducing...

2009-03-16T03:22:00.000-07:00

Have been away for quite a while now. XP

It's been a month since I last posted!.. well, I couldn't be bothered, and well... yeah

Last Saturday was.... White day!

I bet only Koreans and supposedly Japanese People know this day, and its when boy's give girls candy!

Well, it's like Valentines day, but we strange people have it seperately. :) (so on valentines, girls give it to boys instead

I.... unfortunately did not get candy.. because I was stuck at home babysitting..

But some people still OWES me candy.. and I'm sure they will bring it tomorrow.. *although it's 3 days late already*

I personally like chocolate better than candies, but candies can be prettier.. X

I'm posting yummy looking candies..

Enjoy~ x

Happpie Valentinoooe~<3

2009-02-14T21:35:00.000-08:00

Hey blogzie people.
Had a great valentine?! Mine was Happy dappy. Hope you had a funky time too~ :)

Sorry I dint post a long time. Ya, has been looong~~

I'll post a pic. I took it on valentines.. Cute eh?
More valentine pics on facebook~ Go see... gogogogo!

This is "i Love You" in Chinese <3
Wo-Hai-Ni

A really adorable, heart shaped candy, wrapped simply in a clear plastic wrapper.
I LOVE it.
I wish i got this from some guy. . Tah! ^^

Drool friday

2009-01-29T22:17:00.000-08:00

One hour and ten miniuts till i am finished with this school week.

Counting, still counting.

2 free periods, and i have nothing to do. Besides sitting here and typing stuff.. Well i can do my ICT homework, but i already started that at home, and it would be stupid for me to re-start my whole homework.

So, here i am sitting with ben M, JS, DArvid and Micah.

Ben is currently searching for the longest crocodile on the internet, and Joosin and Darvid is saying "i like the juggling guy he's cool." and micah is reading silently like the good boy he is.

I am... Welll, looking at yummy stuff like pretty candies, and chocolate!

Ben watched for a while but stopped looking after a while becauze It was painful for him too to watch all the yumylishious stuff. (i mean, without being able to eat it)

Here are some gorgeous pics :

Nice Dreams with yummy, beautiful things

2009-01-15T04:22:00.000-08:00

I imagine myself in the middle of a blue ocean, with the sky bright and full of white fluffy clouds.
The sun coming down on me. I will smile a big toothy smile, and breathe in the salty-ness.

Or, i can be in the snow, stepping on the perfect white land in the naked trees, and the smokes of hot air will be blossoming out from my mouth.
I'll be holding my Lollie, and wearing a warn fuzzy red wool hat, and a white snowy scarf. And i'll imagine myself a little girl again, lost in a magical world

Ah, back to my writing area

2009-01-13T04:21:00.001-08:00

Hello bloggers. Or, blog readers.

I am, sorry. I missed u guys. And i missed you bloggie!

I just have many blogs to orGAnise. And my scedule was abit tight in the holidays (haha excuses excuses)

Oh goodness! the holidays.

A veryvery LAte.. MERRY CHRiSTmAS to you I kept telling myself. Write about your christmas on the blog. Write a greeting DO SOMETHING TO YOUR BLOG. And today here i am. The date has WAY passed christmas (My birthday, as well as Jesus') And the new year. But i guess that many of you already HAVE had the greeting heard more than 3 times. So, yeah.
ANd my christmas wasn't very... Christmassy so i don't think there is anything to say about it. I din't have any "new year" celebration and Hippy Joyish thingys. But i still think i had quite an relaxing holiday

So, yeah. RIGHT before i go to school, i write this.
So, People, my blog will be once again filled with school stuff. I know. It can be rather dull sometimes. *sigh*
But i'm quite looking forwards to tomorrow. I mean. School starts. There are upsides and downsides to it surely, and I should just be looking up to the goodsides now.

I just hope this year (and school year) will be an pleasantly memoirable and jumpy fun and peaceful and loving year. I wish you guyses years will be as happy doepy as mine.

(:

Happy Merry Day people!

Lots of x's and O's (and the other rubbish people put on the end of their letters *gah*)

Sera.

Hurum-tum-tum

2008-12-09T01:24:00.000-08:00

Another week went flying by, and I'm already near the end of school!
Yippie~ Only.. like one more test and one more story to go~!! Tee-Hee

The weather these days are FREEZING cold.. well for US... Cambodian-weather-used-to people...
Other's are like.. "are you seriously cold?" *roll eyes* but yes, in fact.. sometimes we CAN be cold.
Gosh, hehe.. but i lurve the coldness. It reminds me of Korea's fall/autumn. *giggle* We can have warm chocolate with marshmellows.. Yuuuum.. Oh that reminds me.. we had those thingys on Senior sleepover.. we had a small camp fire.. and baked marshmellows + milo + cake + pizza (ben ordered them and we RAANN *sprinted* to the computer room and ate in secret.. hehe).. so we were pretty full and then we watched August rush.. but the power went off twice.. :)

Our school's pretty busy, we feel like we're rushed to do so many things! Like... to sum the whole half-semester off! BUT thank goodness we don't have a "end of semester test period" like some other schools do. Atleast we don't have to sweat and panic for that. If we had something like that, i'd faint with stress.. ^^ The lil ones are doing this moses musical. Hehe, they're so cute

Haha, i can't wait till the HOls,
But this friday, apparently moi frenzies are going to this concert!! I'm grounded. But i hope i'm able to go~~ Yaya.. ~~

My birthday and Christmas is coming up. Happy happy. :)

X
Ditzy Moi

Kohhh Kong

2008-11-18T02:33:00.000-08:00

HEY peoplez, Sorry i've been "MIA"

haha. Yeah, well, first... The internet didn't work... And.. there was a holiweek!! The water-festival.. When my frenz were having fun with themselves *sniff sniff* I went to koh kong with my family... It was great and amazing though! HAha, well, here are some pics.. we dint take much, but EnJOYY

I don't like this pic much (cuz i look weird) , but my sis looks sooo adorable in it.. So its sweet i guess.. The fields were gorgeous there!This pic is weird!!IT was at the safari.. haha.. i look strange (retarded) and the guy holding the parrot looks wierd too.. But my sister.. aww, she's so cute.. She never seen a parrot so she is like... facinated

This is on the road there. Perty fields and grasses. <3 but.. i posed wierdly on it.. and well.. it wasn't as nice as i expected it. But the fields were... great
My brother filiming the beautiful place....

Thats it for now.. OH MY GOSH
these took like 3 whole hours!!!

hehe
that's it for now
Goody bye!

We did it again.. Yeah, we ROCK

2008-10-18T05:53:00.000-07:00

Hope did it again
WE are the CHAMPIONS.
We won..

We did

*gigggle*

Look at facebook pics (if you add me)

x

My 60th Blogpost

2008-10-08T02:20:00.000-07:00

Yay,
This is my 6oth blogpost! :)
Happy Happy.
The weeks already flowing quickly, and on monday... our hope school bbteam WON against ISpp. :)
I'll post some pics for those who don't have facebook.. :)
We had fun SCREAMING and yelling, cheering for our fellow Hope BBT. ^^ We had all the fun.

Lisa And abby, posing with the YOU ROCK HOPE sign! The edge is smuged.. thanks to abby's hand.. ;) ^^

Me, Hannah SF and the the year 8's posing.. after the victory! :)

Our Team!! *screeam* We haave the Cute yellow uniform with Hope on it... There's a little nike sign too <3

My brother dribbling the Ball.. >0<

Naaathan Shooting a goal.. Jump! Yay!

Haha, hope you Enjoyed it
x

For me it changes to Daughter.. but thats not the point

2008-09-30T04:44:00.001-07:00

I cried when i first listened to this song.Its the prodical son song. Look at the lyrics. Its... nice..But of course its different without music. Listen to it later if you can. <3
x
me

"He Still Calls Me Son (John Waller)"
Lyrics by Various Artists - "WOW" Series from the album WOW Hits 2008 Disc 1

I drug His name through godless places
And I've known shame that no child of His should know
I've seen pain on broken faces
Beyond all thought of hope
I was just too far from home
Still I always wondered when I closed my eyes

After all I've done
Could He run to me?
Would He kiss my face?
Could He even look at me?
After where I've been
Should He take me back?
I would understand I've disgraced Him
But it would be amazing
If He still calls me son

With nothing left for me to bring Him
I left my pride and turned my heart toward home
I saw my home on the horizon
And from a distance I saw my Father
Watching for His own with forgiving eyes

After all I'd done
He just ran to me
Then He kissed my face
He would not let go of me
After where I'd been
He just welcomed me I didn't understand
But He put His robe on me
It was so amazing
That He still called me son

One day as I breathe my last
And I know my days on earth have ended
When every hour is spentI
will close my eyes in amazement
And I'll hear angels They'll be singing
Amazing Grace'Cause

He will run to me
And He will kiss my face
He will not let go of me
After where I've been
He will welcome me
I won't understand How He'll put His robe on me
It will be amazing
That He'll still call me son

Amazing grace, how sweet the sound
When He calls me son
I once was lost but now I'm found 'Cause He calls me son

Pling, Swooosh, Drip! ahhhh

2008-09-25T02:07:00.000-07:00

DRIP

*silent echoes*

isn't it just beautiful?

Let me hold your hand. I'll be here for you.

2008-09-20T05:28:00.000-07:00

He hold our hands, like this picture, and he won't let go.

Deuteronomy 31:6 "So be strong and courageous! Do not be afraid and do not panic before them. For the Lord your God will personally go ahead of you. He will neither fail you nor abandon you.”

x
me

Suprises.. :)

2008-09-15T01:50:00.000-07:00

Oh don't you want a white present wrapped with a cherry red ribbon? It is So perty. *sighh*

I love presents.

Oh... What do they contain? Is it small? is it Fun? is it pretty? is it ... WHAT IS IT?!

It's fun expecting something nice, its fun having mysteries.. its fun slowly pulling the bow and carefully opening the lid..

DUNDUNDUN!

I like presents.. :) *wink wink*

Salt & Light of the world.

2008-09-14T00:20:00.000-07:00

I don't need to say anything... The picture said it.. :)
Lets Be These... <3

Rain!

2008-09-13T01:47:00.000-07:00

Yeah..
Have I mentioned to my non-cambodian-staying people?
Its the monsoon now. and its really cold.. (well like...Cool.. or breezy.. not the usual, HOT)

I love the cool weather..

i looked in my facebook frenz, thingy.. and atleast 3 are saying that they are tired of the rain..
WHAT? i love the rain.. its one of the thing i like most about Cambodia! It's like the cool season..
<3

I was just you know casually.. drinking water outside.. a cup of cool water..

and the cool water and cool weather, and the wetness seemed to be mingled around me..

The rain tasted like water and the water tasted like rain..

So step out one time when its raining, and hold a cup of cold water.. seriously.. your water will start smelling like rain.. SOMEHOW.

Haha, i feel wierd smotchy today..

ITs wierd... i only blog when my emotions are at EXTREME..
when i'm either extremely bored, depressed, happy, or.. feel like.. crazy

Rain rain

*sigh*

*shiver*

*smile*

RAIN!

What i just found out! ><

2008-09-01T02:35:00.001-07:00

Hey my awsome readers!
I just found out that the last entry was my 50th one!
Yay!
I finally got in hold of my room pictures. (for those who are curious.. or just bored)

Enjoy!

x
me

My bed

The balcony

Little sound dingy things.. *ding ding ding*

my small closet/wardrobe
mirror thing

View out of my window.. (next to my bed)

Decoration of CD's!

(inspired by larrisa.. hehe)

finally a touch of my sheep thing.. Cute.. !

Forgive me... AGAIN

2008-08-10T01:19:00.000-07:00

sorry..

I have been busy.. again..
well, actually thats a lie... i've been quite the opposite of busy..
But I Will get busy... starting from tomorrow.. the 11th of August..

Sera's vair worried.. she doesn't know if shes ready for school or not..
She dosen't exactly know if she wants to pack up her new black kipling bag with folders and books and different coloured pens and trudge her way to school...
but again.. not all things are up to her feelings..

she knows she has to start the loud, exiting, often tireing school..

School smells like, sweaty boys *euk*, old books, new paint, wood, jessie's perfume.. *lol* and a sweet tinge of grass and Mud

*sigh*

Oh she forgot the school bus!
School bus contains these things:
Loud children on the bus playing "My father went to sea,sea,SEA", girls reading aloud, food crunching noises, dirty/sandy little toes and fingers, Mr keing shouting "Sit, Sit!"

She dosent know if she wants to do the tiering house-job as well.. since MIng has left, We all (as in our family members) have to do all the house work... mopping, washing dishes, hanging clothes etcetra

She's not complaining.. she enjoys housework...
but she wants to do Some school work.. but.. Not too much work..

"Sera's been rambling nonesense..
Stop it sera.. Stop it.." finally yells I

Yes, and her very SANE part wins again..
Her INSANE part grumbles and sighs.. "When will i be able to be crazy agian?"
Her Sensible sane part replies, "Never, atleast not in school"
*loud audible sigh echoes*

Who sighed (?) ?

*garh*

END

Heh, sorry

2008-08-04T20:04:00.001-07:00

Me, being very sera-ish
didn't write in my blog.. yeah.... urm.. sorry

the photo thing, i cant find the cable to join it with the computer..
so readers, please wait..

*cough*

Sera

What ive actually been doing

2008-07-23T04:30:00.000-07:00

Well, for the whole week, ive been reading

I had 2 choices,

Read or to study ACT, TOEFL, and memorize vocab..
so, this week ive been a bookworm..

I read a book every day.. and my head kinda hurts.. but.. i enjoy reading..
(IF.. i stay in a cool -i dont like sweating-, QUIET -without distraction- place)

None of my frenz will know what i read (cuz.. they're like CHILDREN books) -my mom bought them for the future (as in WAY future)... for se-hee to read..
At the huge booksale at SORYA my mom bought boxes full of books.. there's like over 100.. or way more than that..

the bookshelves are like.. OVERFLOWING (or like.. over toppling) with books..

My marmee says we're starting a library as soon as we build our new center.. I can't wait till the center gets BUILT.. i can have my own room actually PAINTED.. and i get to have abit of "me happy space"...

Oh.. i got my hair straightned like.. LAST week and it cost.. ... well A LOT.. and its already come.. undone! ITs soo unfair.. UNFAIR, everyone's getting this "new look" after the summer holiday, and they already bought cool hip, cute clothes, and *tah* i havn't got any perty clothes..

I dont care.. (well i do)

feeling miserable once again, i type in my last words (in this blog)

tee hee *sniff*

CAR car car

2008-07-21T23:41:00.000-07:00

Yeah, some of you ppl are probably ROLLING your eyes.. but..

I wanted to put this adorable car picture into my blog.. if i have my first car.. i wish it would be a bright YELLOW bug CAR~

They are soo.. cute.. and smoothe.. ^^ I just aDORE them~!

Don'tcha?

i feel happy by just looking @ it~

I am here

2008-07-07T21:52:00.000-07:00

Sorry, i said i would write alot.. but i guess i didnt know what to write..
I dont know what to write about now either.. :(

My brother wants to go to school already, but for me the whole "going to be year 10" stress is like.. depressing

Gosh, like all the "koreans" i know are studying right now.. Taekyun, Joosin.. even abby-la is studying french~

I just want this holiday to last for a LONG time...
Its great just to stay home and sleep in.. i dont miss school.. i've never not-missed school.
I guess I'm being Lazy... again.. :P
But being an year 10 is like.. Highschool.. !

:(

im going~
byebye

sera-LA

slushing around

2008-06-29T01:54:00.001-07:00

Eating
Sleeping
Lying around
Watching Tv
Sitting around the computer
flirting with smarterchild
groaning

The end

Strawberry Shaake mmmm

2008-06-27T06:09:00.003-07:00

I fell in love with this wonderful drink in vietnam. The cool brisk, sour and sweet taste is just so Yummy~ IT Slowly melts in your mouth, flowing down your throat~ Yummm...

In cambodia, however.. this drink isnt that yummy, they put wierd flavorings and fake pink colours.. :( *yuck*..

Sorry folks, i was at vietnam for like a week and a half... But, i think ill be riting loads from now on.. i have nothing to do xpt for ... STudying..

Princez Sera **

Lolz

P.S: Vietnam pics coming up soon ^^

If you dont feel like bloggging but need to (cuz you haven't blogged for a long time), just type the title, like me :)

2008-06-12T05:13:00.000-07:00

Trust

2008-06-09T07:11:00.000-07:00

You can do iT!

You have Your strong Daddy.

Lets not be discoraged, or tired.
We have him by our side... All the time..
Even when the world seems like a big chunk of complications, He's greater than the stupid world..

He's greater than me.. He can do it!

Psalm 13:5
But I trust in your unfailing love; my heart rejoices in your salvation.

ITs over

2008-06-07T05:35:00.000-07:00

School is over
Sad good byes are over :(
Embarrassments in front of boys are over
Weariness is over.

But why don't i feel relieved?

Because its going to happen again... all over.. the heartbreaking good byes and in year 13 (or something) you'll have to say goodbye to the school forever.. (as a student)

Sad things happen.

Its life...

SERA

Yes, late Photo updatez

2008-05-30T06:32:00.000-07:00

Here are some of my fotos i wanted to put on ages aGo

My silvery white eye-liner, i put a little fishy around my eyes.. <3

Makes me catlike.. :P.. the pic is sideways

Here are other silly photos *phew* these take ages!

my wierd brother,

These are totallly randome, but.. still putting picutures are nice :)

My sister

2008-05-30T05:14:00.001-07:00

My sister:
-hits stuffed toys, because they scream at her (well, i do.. but she thinks its them talking)
-starts staring at you when you eat (anything.. even wrappers) with those baby eyes filled with hunger and curiosity, and starts crawling on top of you.
-drinks coke (or dad lets her drink it), she pulls a "O" to her mouth and shiver all over, then ask for more.
-She hits things with her tiny fist when she's happy
-Mumbles stuff when you read books to her (like "ehhehh" and "maaaaa")
-Smiles at dad when he scolds her
-Dips her fingers into water and then suddenly draw it back like she had a electric shock
-Pull my brother's hair without reason and laugh when he screams (kinda freaky.. but.. cute)
-Starts dancing when she hears music... ANY Kind of music, she sometimes even does it when you speak in rythm.. (she sits and dances... so her top part of the body only shakes)

Babies are soo CUTE!
I'm So happy God gave man ultra-cute babies

Rn't you?

This part of the Year

2008-05-28T05:24:00.001-07:00

In this part of the year, you get to
Relax
Be Lazy
Have fun
Hang out with frenz
Read books without needing to babysit and study
Do alot of internet
Watch TV

U dont have to:
Revise for tests/exams
Do homework

But its all going to b over once the holidays start..
My mom is holding this plan for me.. to.. study - what a suprise!
I wanna whine..
This is the best part of the Year, when your exams just finished and all the worries are gone
(xpt some)
Better enjoy it now before the Holidays and the Stressful Year 10

YAY!

*sigh*

x
sera

Nice

2008-05-21T06:48:00.000-07:00

(in no particular order)

Icecream
Lemonade
Airconditioning
Bendy, clear, rubbery pencils
Big twirly colorful lollipops
Babies - especially Sehee
Stupid comics
Cute animations/characters
I-pods
Cherries (on top of cream)
Strawberries
Silk wavery blue scarves
Fruit Shakes -papaya
Dogs -german shepherds
Small green (grape flavored) candies -that will just pop in your mouth.. and MELT
Nice hand-made cards and gift coverings
Boxes
Ribbons..
The red little *apparantly eatable* flower with 4 or 5 petals that can be made into rings and necklaces -in hope school as well, next to the lunch line
Books
Snow-the not murky disgusting ones... but the soft, white, clean ones
Big oval mirrors
The White simple Dress I found at Paragon
Cambodian sunsets
Mountains
Waterfalls
Music
Cadbury Chocolate
Korean Snacks.. *Yum*
Guava's
Sour Mango (or) reall sweet Mango
Cute Birds
God
Me
Frenz
Family
Everyone
You.... **

I didnt list all the nice things.. the list will go on Forevver

HOLIDAY -part two

2008-04-15T06:33:00.000-07:00

ITS
tuesday
i think

Yeah... i dont know what the date is..
All i do is, eat.. sleep and play.. i feel like.. a pig.. :l
We came back from the cambodiana hotel and went to the party (For like an hour)

It was kinda confusing..
Lisa & Le Krust were the only ppl i knew there.. (well.. i knew the people.. but not that well)
LOUD music.. and the stuffy/hotness.. Christi was grabbing me and lisala to dance.. but.. i.. dont dance... :P

The streets are sooo quiet and like.. there are no cars. (only few)
Caz its the Khmere New year -i think i forgot to mention..
Its nice to stay in PP at Khmre new year (kinda)
Its peaceful and quiet..

Sohee's familee is over today.. so i gotta stop for now :)

byby

Sera-Ni

What a holiday... -_- or :)

2008-04-09T03:17:00.000-07:00

Today... (wait.. no.. yesterday (?)
i found out that we werent going anywhere this week..
So, i don't know if im happy or sad (or perhaps even mad)

*grin*

Being happy is better ... :)
ill list the happy things...
1. I can watch TV
2. I can eat anything i want
3. LOads of free time.. (like instead of touring and stuff... -i mean its interesting.. but exhausting :P)

=_= *sigh*
is this all i can think of??
arghhh

anyway.. i told ya guys bout the party eh? well... its semi-formal
so i dunno
should i choose.. formal? or non-formal?

hard to choose

gtg!
xx
sera

Jibberishy

2008-04-06T06:47:00.001-07:00

Hi
my cute little frenz.
I feel like writing jibberish today,
so if you want to like, not read this... then dont! -its your choice *KKK*
There is a serious prob with my wonky computer it keeps on having this symantec Email Proxy thingy....

I think next week is going to be like a "fam" holiday... so.. yea (our school 2weeks hol-khmere new year.. we're going to escape town cuz.. PP going to be sooo empty)
haha... I miss our camp for sum reason... it was like the best camp ever!
i was riting bout the whole "story"of camp (it was SO LONG!) but... urgh... my very forgetful brother deleted it.
After camp i was like.. soooo tired.. i like slumped on the bed and slept over 7 hours.. (which is.. very like.. unlike me- cuz i get headaches.. =P) I dint do piano lessons this week cuz my teacher is in korea for 6 weeks.. (but does anyone care? why am i even riting this?)
I think at the weekends i watch too much tv, i watch over 4 hrs! *sigh*
Oh and i saw this pretty speckled cat with green eyes today.. *Perty~~*
I stayed home for the weekends.. cuz *phew* i had quite a week...
i think im not that nice to my dog or se-hee these days... i think im like.. 무관심..

This is so tiering... i want to go to school! i dont want to stay home for like a week,
-__-

I need to really get to my senses...
U know, i think all i did in the weekends was eat, drink, use the W.C, lie in bed, sleep, and read "eragon" - its quite interesting, but i dont understand the boys saying "wow! amazing, cool! bout the story!
oh yea, to abby-who might get to read the book- there is acutally a love part story in there.. :P quite ovious though..

I really hope that.. JS and TK (and perhaps Ben) dosent like ask me bout Sung Ho anymore.. Please let them like.. Forget the whole thing.. JS asked me "is there a real sung ho?" and then he thing its camp guy! *Scoff* .... & *sigh* oh well, i'll just keep my mouth shut

Hey you know guys, in the van? remember when we were playing "kings" i dont know why i rejected the dare.. cuz i really shouldnt have made it a "Biggy deal" i mean.. its funny how Le Krust kissed TK twice.. :P i dont really mind anymore.. but.. haha its the past anyway..
But nxt time when they give me that sort of dare.. i wont mind.. (as long as its not "unappropriate")

oh and my bff is like.. leaving Cambodia~ for the SECOND TIME!~ all my frenz are leaving though... *sob* its really tough... but, if we're lucky, we'll meet each other again..

okay, i think i succeeeeeddeeed in riting jibberish, so i will finish off my blog post..
haha, this is fun.. some ppl wont understand my blog.. only .. "I" will fully understand it.. :) oh, and God.. **)

*giggle*

i feel like a chocolate smooothieee... ~~
bye
SERA-NI

For crying out loud! take this awaaay!

2008-03-11T02:51:00.000-07:00

everything is confusing
and irritating, i have no rest..
i cant sleep properly at night.

I know what i need to do, but im not doing it.
Pray.

*sigh*

Feeling pretty mad bout my stupidity, clumsyness and forgetfulness.
I feel like i fall everyday.
*groan*
yes, another thing bad bout me.. i grumble EVERY MINIT now
its like a really bad habit...

happy things now
the past.
THE past contains many ashameful things.. but it also has happy things!

but since im in my depressy mood i will try to um.. only think of my truely happy feelings.

Friday
Tristan came at youth, The band came as well. (so, that means Von)
but there werent any spark or fire during the "meeting" of the two boys. Or if you call it that.
that means no sparkly eyes and popcorn... *and gossiping of girls*
Tristan grew quite alot..hes way taller than me now.. hehe.. i remember when we were in year 7 and he was like tall as me.. :)

Saturday
After the piano lesson, i was late for the "Meeting with tristan and the girls" so, ya.. i hurried up and dressed in like 3 minits.. and went to sorya.. hannah was there all irritated bout them being late and stuff.. and so was I.. when they all finally came..We all had some icecream (swensens & luck gelato) and did abit of looking around then, did the whole counter strike game thing (for people who dont know this, its a shooting game..)... the boys were cruel.. how can they just kill us weak girls?! haha, but then lisa killed Joosin later on.. whippie!~ Then we went to abbys house and had some yogrute and passion fruit with sugar, and sat and watched a train*somethingsomething* i dont remeber the title.. but i remember it had quite um.. unappropriate stuff so, lisa and I just missed out the parts that were... scary, or crude.. Christi acutally kinda laughed...(but stopped as soon as we *admonished her quietly with our death glares.. haha.. ) well then, we went to Jessie Bellans house and had a akwardy handshake with several sad and akward good-byes and ill-miss-you 's and left.. Lisa n Le Krust felt abit incomplete so, we just waved... *we also saw the most gorgeos, sad looking poor puppy.. CUTE!

Sunday
We went to church. (Khmere)
I remember that it was about David and his flee from Saul.. and how he praised God. :)
then i went to KFC, where it was CRAMMED with people and lines were long. I met Hasub's family there and Alana (dint say Hi) Meow's family.. and Tristan (only at the last minit) Sehyun spilled two HUGE cups of coke, so ya.. it was kinda.. ew.. stiky... but we managed..
Then we went to ICF.. and i remember the surmon was about our hopes and dreams, Our Jobs towards our God.! :)

*sigh*

and now its tuesday.. im quite tierd..
and im abit sad

so ill stop riting... :(

waaa
Sera

Ah, the memories. Rain

2008-03-06T04:15:00.001-08:00

Rain,
its raining.. hard..
i can hear it.. on the roof, and on the road..
i can hear it batter like tap water falling on the metal.
But, rain is more soft.. and there is more than just a part of concentrated water.. =P
i can smell it just faintly, i can smell the rain, or the wet dirt.. and the fresh grass...
but the smell is weaker now. not much sand left..
before, when i was younger.. back then when cambodian streets were not smoothe, but bumpy and dusty. The smell would be stronger.

I miss the days when me, my dog and my brother felt the heavy rain, and just wildly run around. We would also have a huge bath, and fall asleep exahsted.. those were the days.. *sigh*
also the house would flood, and our whole family would carry mops and buckets around trying to sweep water.

I dint smell the rain back in Korea, there werent enough dirt to smell i guess. mostly wet Cement..(not as delightful as the smell wet grass and dirt) I guess you won't smell dirt in Cambodia, after a few decades.. its just been eight years in Cambodia, and it seriously changed alot.

When i leave cambodia, ill miss is the.. Smell of the rain..

rain.. is strange..

hehe, today.. is the FIRST time it rained.. (heavily) on 2008.. ill remember it..
March.. the 6th!

sera.. *grin*

Saturday

2008-03-01T00:26:00.000-08:00

*argh!*

I am stuck in front of my computer, cuz its the only entertainment i can get.!

my dad has been in and out, in and out for like.. the whole day and my brother is outside sumwhere with his frend jessie B.

Its soo unfair, Lisa and Hannahz out in the market.. (probably bak)
and im sooo like.. BORED!

this morning, i tumbled up from my great LONG sleep
and remembered that i had this piano lesson! i stumbled out from bed and few minits later my teacher and her dad came!.. my hair was kinda.. messy and my clothes dint match..
(pj's) so i had to say that i just woke up.. It wuda been soo embarrasing if i was asleep..
my bro was on the comp.. and dad was OUT.. so, yah.. -_-
embarrasing

haha and yesterday, at youth.. (hopeschool) another embarrasing thing... =p
i still remeber i bashed my head on the door (clear window thing) and sum1 saw me..
but.. he was nice! and he even gave me and lisa, a twix chocolate thing..
^^ (me, lisa & christi did this -jump-off-the-short-cliff-next-to-the-gate thing and lisa's skirt kept flipping up and stuff.. we did that like alot of times.. and i cudnt do much standing l8r! ^^)

& later lekun gave christi some rides on the moto.. haha and my brother..
a shame i cudnt go on behind christi

grr
and i keep smelling sumthing that smells like.. BURNT Stuff... ;; strange eh?

i shall stop for now,
or i will just make a fool of myself

Serrra

p.s: Johnny smilled at me when i yelled at lisa on friday "well i dont have a crush like you do!" real loud.. hmmm another ovious reaction.. =P

Evil world

2008-02-27T04:24:00.000-08:00

Evil world...
*sigh* i can list a 10000 stuff thats evil in this world.. perhaps even more

groan..

Okay, despite the fact that i had a HUGE bruise and a cut on my leg from yesterday.
(from Hasub's house-dinner. tied my leg & tried to get on the bed.. hit myself on the bed's hard wood thing.. and later the bed came down-notmyfault..**) i went swimming... with clothes..
-_-.. it was not THAT hard swimming with clothes.. but i guess u'll call it hard if U had to laugh at the sight of people trying to get thier pants back up while they were swimming and breathe at the same time.. (i gulped water.. and whenever i went up to breathe, i laughed.. and i think the bois -on chairs- thought i was wierd.. but oh well.. ) it was soo funny i had to close my eyes to block up the hilarious sight!
it was quite tiering though..

diving is fun

i like fun stuff

then we went in the van. and i got quite.. annoyed at DR AND JK cuz they were saying how bad i look and stuff.. (its time i get used to those *rude remarks*)
and ICT..
Then art.. (*go harmonious group!)-banner project <3
and.. then english.. -hmwk!
and science.. -soil.. rocks.. ^^

I love my life.. but..
WHATS WITH ALL THE ASSIGNMENTS!
if im freaking out in year 9.. how am i going to survive yr 1o?
*groaaan*

Be Happy, pray, thank God

ur the Servant of Praise!
hey wouldya look at that! my initial!
haha..

Love you guys the mostest!

xx
sera

whats your dream?

2008-02-23T04:28:00.000-08:00

"Do you have a dreaM?" i asked myself today..

or r u just running without a goal?-my mind whisphers again

do you have the answer?

Cheese

2008-02-21T21:57:00.000-08:00

Cheese

the new nickname for our internet-checking-without-education-threatening people...
haha...
it will be like..
Oh my here's cheese
*hinthint*

argh~ the music, why is it that whenever i try to START writing in my blog the music starts
and i have to b dragged into class.. grr.. oh well atleast its ART now!~~ ^^

write more LATTER

fashion, stress, wish..

2008-02-21T00:52:00.000-08:00

My frenz are somewhat into "Fashion"

yes, all the prettyness is happy and.. pretty

but.. there are more importance to write about than the beauty of fashion

i guess it IS expressing thier opinions of clothes, but..

the pics arnt the stuff that r suppose to b.. interesting.. it was more fun when the words were entertaing..

but i guess its my opinion and people are .. unique

our class is quite busy of all the homework stacked up to our chins, and some of us are getting nervous.. but -ah atleast 2 tests are over
still there is this "storytelling thing" of Ringu,

3 chapters of C.P,

Vocabulary of Sat,

Science hmwk of word difnitions..

livre deux, unite un french test!

oh the stressss.... -_-

i want to be in the mountains, the soft grass and cool breeze the sun shining on me over the leaves of tall tall trees.. hearing the river flow over small pebbles and the smell of old wet trees.. sound of leaves scratching each other.. if i were there.. i will forget about all the homework and stresses.

I would carrry a bag full of flowers and a basket with cream cake and puddings up a hill.

Strawberries and cherries~*yum* and have a little picnic with myself and perhaps bring my little fluffy stuff toy.. with my brother

and i'll pretend to be a imature girl again... stepping on sloapy mud and run in the rain with my brother! .., jumping and hurting myself and have a laughing fit..

secretly makeing warm cocoa for each other, slipping on stairs and tiles.. **

haha.. but its all gone.. i cant do that, and my brother wont do it with me.. ;(

hehe..

sometimes i wish i never grew up... :p

*sigh*
stop the daydreaming

i have a lot of work to do..
*more serious voice*

yes, i must....
i have wasted too much time
time to work dearie~

write more later

xx
sera

falling out of track.

2008-02-20T01:02:00.002-08:00

im falling out of track..

im in school right now, at the study,

the second to the wall computer near the whiteboard.

the suns steadily shining on me.

I have a slight-head ache, and feel abit dizzy..

I had a tiering day today,

swimming assessments, (i got like last) and a Science test, ( im glad its over)

the murals are almost finished, and look great.. (topic:what is hope?)

i did some of the riting, and drawing the dove's feather.. !

*sigh* i feel so out-of-energy and happyness.. **

feel like lying on the grass

smelling grass,

and feeling the grass tickle on my skin and prikle in my clothes!

i havent smelled rain(?) -lisala and i understand.. some ppl dont..- for a while, and i want to smell its fresh smell.. its not been hot, but i still miss it. I will have to wait about 3 more months till rain.

my mum and sis and Komsan have left to Korea (yesterday)

and i feel sad. i feel like having a cake with cream topping and 2 cherries..

and i long for a drink of mango-syrup drink we made @ my sleeopover..

everything is chaos, and i feel un-organized and out-of-place..

wierd? well its this stress i think thats been piling up in me..

and i cant sleep well @ night. I slept at 4:15 last night... *groan*

-*sigh* im whining.. what i always do without noticing..

hope i get over this well

wish the best for me~

hehe

Sera

i dont know how to put my words

2008-02-17T00:24:00.000-08:00

Strange,
im strange..

i dont know how i shall put my words!
i dont know how to explain myself,
i am caught in this "dazed" feeling..
more like.. blank...

im stupid, yet smart..
loving and cold..
passionate and bored..
humble, but boastful..
talkative and quiet..

hmm.. i ask myself again.. who am I?

i think im like my mom... somEtimes...like my dad

i am ME.. me, sera walking in his vision! :)
yes.. i shall sleep well tonite..

okay.. im not like.. feeling good rite now
so dont take anything serious about this blog,,

... YAWAAAN
sera

(YAY! see my picz on facebook!~**)

pwea**

2008-02-14T21:55:00.001-08:00

*grunt*

i wont copy abby and say how not-interested boys were on valentines..
but.. well i dint expect any chocolate from the yr 9 bois anyway... :p

*Sigh* well i got them milky-chocolate kisses
but were STUPID again, squishing my kisses and left in front of my computer

boys...

are there any SENSIBLE bois?

Grr

music.. AGGAIN alwoays tearing me away from my blog

okay!~
xx
bye

sera

Girly sleepover

2008-02-10T21:46:00.000-08:00

im sad that my (or my famileee's)
camera dint work..
i wanna get my own camera!~ a nice and pretty one!!**

any way.. late, i know but i shall tell my story of my thursday sleepover!~^^

Lisa, me and Christi were like.. confused and frusterated.. on a after school on thursday
-this was when our stupid pictures appeared on the notice board.. ** sorry jess

Christi had oviously not prepared for this sleepover, and she wasn't sure if she was allowed..
so.. we had to like kinda like rappidly talk to each other before the VAN started HONKING like mad.. well.. it was my... or Le Crust's fault..

so.. squished on back of the silver school van. Me, (sera) got a call from mrs hatch (christy's mum) yes.. and she said Christi was allowed!
if we had waited 3 more seconds!~ :(
but christi did come l8r, when we were relaxing in the cold bedroom with my adowable sister.. after a cup of peach ice tea, she came on a moto! by herself... !

so.. yes... we were doing facebook, when i said "do you guys wanna take fotos?" haha.. so we did!
they're awsome! different hairstyles and clothes, and it was pretty fun!
there were like different themes and backgrounds... its such a wierd thing to do!

then we had pizza, then the coke-long-in-mouth thing
then lisa mad this WIERD sound that made me and lisa and christy to SPIT out stuff

:o.. eww

then, we watched O.C (1st season) and slept in the Tv room

*sigh*
music... Science..

:p

gtg

xx
sera

sigh the embarrasment

2008-02-01T01:56:00.000-08:00

yes, today... another tireing day! *sigh*
but yes! its Finally the weekends~! *^^*

today, at school... Jessie was being nice to me in the morning, giving me 1/3 of her doorsteps muffin... *yum* and pretty~
yes... well after that, in the afternoon...
JESSIE, paying back the VON thingy, said all the cruel stuff ...(abby saw this as well.... !!**) and... well... HE DOES NOT LIKE ME...

AND jessie, just to make you embarrassed....
my dear readers... jessie has a boyfriend named VON.... :p
she is sooo obsessed with him.. shes like.. "OH NOOOO.. vons gone for valentines!~" for like the whole week b4 he left...

well jessie, atleast you're going out with him! its not that embarrasing if you guys are like "officially going out- and like your parents know it" PLUS... its just YOUR theory that DR might like me.. so PWEA!

okay il stop rambling bout DR and JESSIE,
and continue with our my school and LIFE...
DT, were doing banners bout NZ and AUS... yes... and in Art, Mural painting.

and our class in CP... we bulitin in yr 9~ yes, the girls were very enthusiastic, while the boys were... the very opposite of enthusiastic... haha... their foto is like hilarious! :D

Lisa & Meow, and Larrisa (right spelling or not? )
and the other year 10,11's went to this trip.... and they're staying there for a nite i think...
unfaiirr... *sigh* im kinda looking forwards the school camp... and kinda noot....

i dunno if i shuld go to youth group tonite... (yes... ? or no?)

YEAH but were having KIM BAB!
>0<

나는공주야~ 예쁜공주..ㅋㅋ
im a princess ! Cuz my dad is a king!

*-Sera

Waiting...

2008-01-30T05:05:00.000-08:00

yes exactly,
im waiting for something, im waiting for love, im waiting for miracles and peace and joy,
I have a little hope nesting in my heart.... *ThumpThumpsqeeeze*

Yes...

im waiting for him to come!

"im waiting for your arrival"
but then.. i must b ready...

Be ready to leave! the earth is not your home! :)

*-Sera

.....

2008-01-29T04:45:00.000-08:00

school was quite boring, and i really should be memorizing vocab, and speech...
but i shall record my day..... *echem*

not-so-entertaining school day,
C.p- brain thingy
sose-left over "global warming" powerpoint
english- speech thingy
art-painting the wall white for the mural.. and stuff

*yawn*

came home and had refreshments: chocolate (60% cacao) with chocolate milk....
and lyd on the bed...yes readers... i am extremely lazy..... *slap* babysitted for a while and had dinner (parents had a minor fight) and yes, my parents are out @ hara's.
i should be studying...
I REALLY SHOULD!!!!

me1: STUPID SERA
me2: common, parents are gone play!
me1: *slap* stop it! You LAZY GIRL!
me2: whimper... okay

me1 wins ! me2 K.O

*groan* what am i doing? can i be less bored?

*gasp* i should really gtg!
bye my fabulous readers hope you have a happy day! (?)

x

p.s- smile~ its always great for you... but dont FORCE it! smile and feel good :)

korean, cambodian, ??

2008-01-27T21:37:00.000-08:00

Hihi my beautiful, wonderful readers
I love u!! ^^

ive been thinking this for a long time
I NEED INSPIRATION...
According to mon professeur SAT
... i guess i have enuf... my life isnt THAT normal... well... no-one has a normal life, but wow... my life is (and was) like.. amazing!

travelling to like 11 different countries before i was 10 years old, and having different amazing frenz, having a great family, best protector, having a adorable 13-year-younger baby sister!

*smile*

i felt like i was going to die this morning..
my sister was yelling (screaming, stretching back with all her mite) her head off 5am this morning, and i was rite nxt to her, my mom (mum?) was like telling her, it was okay and stuff while she was CRYING AND SCREAMING..
mothers...... *...*

and i dragged myself to my room at like 6:30 and slumped my self on my bed...
(school van comes at 7:00am)
and i cudnt like... breathe! so i got up and started hitting my self at the back till i could like... breathe... ( this includes disgusting stuff... -_-;; )

yes, and so far, this is lunch time and the muzic is playing.... (traditionaly, if the music plays its studying time!) **

i gtg..... *groaann...*

*-sera

p.s: jooyoung heard a person YELL HIS Head off yesterday b4 he died... and she was all alone in her house... freaky..... *sigh*

Groan

2008-01-23T04:07:00.001-08:00

im supertired
awww...
my sister is like.. sooo cute rite now!

i luve her!
cute, adorable, cute, cute, cute
when shes yawning, hiccuping, sucking her thumb, flabbers words, smiles...
babies... just beautiful!!!!!

she was typing random words in the keybord today and was playing the piano (more like hitting with the fist.. but oh well!**)

today was another great day, but i just have to controolll my stress and stuff
all the reviewing and disorganization drives moi crazy!!!!!

*sigh*

and plus swimming is kinda hard...
it was embarrasing for christi and jess for em wearing "bikinies" today
:p..
okay ill stop now, im rambling on bout wierd stuff

*sigh*
ㅏkㅁaㅏkㅇdㄹfㅏkㅇdㄴsㅣl ㅣl

sera

SCREAM I LOVE YOU TL VERY VERY MUCH

2008-01-21T03:40:00.000-08:00

i love him! i just cant explain him
he is soo great and good and awsome!
i love him rite this second and he loves you rite now! And hes been loving you scince he like.. created U!!!! (or even b4 dat)

*scream* (in a very happy glabby way )

*sigh in a dreamy-sort-of way*

okay back to the story of my happy life,

It was another quite tiering day, but im happy!
At school thought my attitude was all like I WANNA GO HOME..not a YAY and YIPPIE

I love him much more than Seth Cohen but.. (seetthhhhhh *>0<*)
hehe... we had this Hughe thingy bout seth today.. me and jessie...
(jessie was like drooling over his picture in the cmpta screen... she dint acutally kiss him though.. cuz she would have gotten shocked by the wierd study centre computa screen.. *sigh*)
Even if hes imaginary... hes AWSOME... :p (seth.. not TL.. of course TL is real!)

oh okay
now i gtg
to go learn KHMREE
okay
bye!

a stupid life with a stupid controller

2008-01-20T06:50:00.000-08:00

hmm
dosent really make sense eh? i really want to talk and chatter nonsense...
im sweaty and ive been watching dawangsejong bout the king who made korean aka hangul
its been a very un-successful week and im quite depressed. ive been rambling on about this to my bf.. and i hope they dont think im CRAZY. i really feel like a stupid girl and im confused/unhappy with my behaviour...i think i need to rest from all the stress...but how? i really need to get back with TL or ill start losing track..
im really upset and confused, this is all i talk about hmm?
my its a hot day.. and a bug is on this screen but i cant be bothered to fly/swing it away. The baby is crying again......
i gtg
my mums mad...
*sigh*
bye!

Another annoying journey tooo hommmee

2008-01-11T03:08:00.000-08:00

dragging myself on the streets after the
"mk activites"

I see people staring at me..

yes, and i was wearing a not-cambodian-like fashion..
but.. it was normal enuf ok? a pair of baggy trousers-jeans, a sleeveless top and
another top that comes only half way and has a hood.
and a pink kipling bag...

i guess people never SEE people walking around here, shaking my head to about 5 motobike (motodops) i kept on..

I saw, ragged poor children eating shells and rice, and wierd people trying to say
Korean to me.. ( once i had to go to another street to avoid a wierd-person who kept on saying hi to me ) and i saw about 3 dead-squished rats..

Walking along the road with the hot/warm sun on my side, i wished i had a older-brother, or someone who will atleast take me on a moto.. (car will be better~! ^^)

*sigh*

or perhaps a bf...
haha.. only joking...
i dont want a bf, not in cambodia, its wierd having a bf here, cuz none of my frends have bfs and your parents know and the whole school knows and they think its SUCH a big deal.. (well it is but.. um.. every1s watching -_-;;)

*sigh*sigh*sigh*

im tired and sweaty....
ew...

tomorrow is saturday..
please help me Lord

xx
FIGHTING! 파이팅.. 힘내좌
sera korera

hello my beautiful fans

2008-01-07T04:15:00.000-08:00

im tired...
all i can say...
i dont have much songs to download.. PLUS
ive walked like SO much today... my legs hurt.. and ive been dancing.. (thingy??)
so.. im tired..

tired, TIRED, TIRED!

*wimper*
*sigh*

and my sister is crying

ive found out what christi meant by "complicated relationship"
my guess was rite... she was being random ...

sighsighsigh~
i wanna cry

sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh
and my ipod is getting scratched at the back~
poor baby~

anyway... i really dont feel like riting this anymore
but
have a happy rest-of-the day
my ppl~

xx
sera... wera

My precious.. blue.. sparkly... cute... adorable

2008-01-05T04:27:00.000-08:00

IPOD-NANO!! finally got it! sparkly and blue.. brand new... !~!~!!~
>0
pretty, brand new, pretty... cute and small~
cutecutecutecute
i love it! i loove bluueee.. hehe... i dont know how to use it though~~!!
oh well.. ill ask Lisa or Dong kyun... or other gurls that have it

my brother got a slim-light.. brand new.. PSP as wellL~~
hehehe.. were soo exited..

ANYWAY~~~~~
back to the story of my exiting, loving, fabulosa life~

okay.. its not THAT fabulosa.. or whatsoever.. but.. still.. it mite seem
plain to average-citizenz.. but.. still its exiting to MOI

okay, this morning.. i woke up amazed to myself of sleeping over 11hrs..
then... i hurried up..to pack for the mk sportz carnival!~
bsybsybsy!!! (woke up at 8...carnival start @ 9)
then went to hope..!!( yay hope!) and did loadz of running, throwing waterballonz...etc
i....was in the.. blue team!! and my bro...red...
(& tk...was red...*sorry black rose... ur crush wuzzn dere~~:P)

after that.. i went to soria w/ my faBULOSA family..
to buy my ipod nano...(>0<) and my bros psp!~!~!

then, Sat lessons with my teacher..

hehe i gtg!~!~ i shuld save up my fabulous stories till l8r!!
bye! my wonderfull and beautiful ppl!

xx
sera

2008-01-02T18:15:00.000-08:00

hi my people...
im having a pretty good day!!

the weather is FAB.......
and i had a good nite sleep...

*sigh*

i went to 기윤실 yesterday !~ its okay..
and its for korean mk's... and i was in the middle school thingy..
we did games.. and were going to have lessons, pe, and more! haha.. i sound exited rite?
well.. to be truthful... i have absolutely nothing to do during the holdiayz..

and last night i stuffed myself with like.. suki..
and porridge.. and told secrets that are not to be told~ haha

oh.. and my (not MY but.. still) digital camera... has like a problem in the battery.. i really wanna upload some of my fotos.. but.. oh well!

oh and im startin the PURPOSE LIFE DRIVEN.. any frends wanna join me?
perhaps ... shiloh???

also, i have to read the book haram has given me but there are different sorts of cuss words
hmm... haram.. have your READ this book? its okay though... ^^

haha

i dont feel like riting now.. im not hyper, sad, or like have special feelings enuf to rite.. i guess i have to rite tmrw~~~

bladakawozeelombrakwahahahahhamoziladombra (i said this while i typed it! read it out loud! haha)

anyway.. i gtg!
XX
sera

Hello this is my Brand new blog~!!

2007-12-31T22:29:00.000-08:00

haha! hi guyz its 2008~
happy new EEARR

im going to try and rite more new and fun~ exitng blogthingys this year..
hehe..

so pleas rite your coments and stuff...~
this is sera the writer of www.ilovetlsroom.blogspot.com!!
weehee!

since my BROTHER is like MAD rite now..
i gtg~
more stuff later!

xx
annoyed sera